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cool inventor of things ⚙️ declɑn steelsong ([personal profile] clockworksoul) wrote2023-04-30 08:50 pm

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Artificer, inventor, scourge of many an HOA. I will definitely, totally, absolutely get back to you as soon as I am able!

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May not actually get back to you in a timely manner.

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[personal profile] verselet 2023-06-29 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. I don't mind it terribly, either.

[Not that this was going to be difficult for V, but there's an ease of comfort that takes away the edge of silliness that comes with doing this in a candy-themed room. Maybe that'll help with convincing the spirit of their romantic love? Either way, he isn't inclined to overthink it too much.

He feels warm, too. When Declan drifts his thumb across the top of his hand, V squeezes his fingers gently.]


Helps with the feeling of being hopelessly in love, right? Now then... Shall I go first? Or do you wish to?
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-06-29 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
If you like.

[Oh... is Declan being shy again? That's a bit cute; it seems certain traits remain steadfast even after a mana exchange.

So does V's fearlessness when it comes to (fake but necessary) declarations of love. Though this is not a poem, he speaks it with the inflection of a man reciting something flourishing and dear to him:]


Declan, tonight I stand here before you, my heart overflowing with love and admiration. We have been through... so much together- [Have they tho.] -and I cannot believe how far we've come. You are the absolute love of my life, and I am blessed to commit myself to this marriage. Blessed by your ingenuity, your kindness, and your very handsome face. [Help, maybe these vows are not 100 percent serious, but they are at least 80 percent seriously-declared.] But what I am blessed by most is how you have opened up my lonesome heart and changed my life for the better.

Indeed, I am a better man for knowing you. I cannot imagine what I would have been should our paths never have crossed. Together, may we tackle anything that life throws at us. I love you more than even the words the most eloquent poet may put to the page. Still, one can try, and very simply put:

'If a thing loves, it is infinite.' So is my regard for you.

[how's that]
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-01 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Declan may not say he has the same flourishing gift for words as V, but V thinks that there's eloquence in conciseness, too. And the simple statement of how deeply I love you, really does strike him at his core, even despite knowing that this is just for show. But what a show it is.

Perhaps blame the mana exchange flowing through them, leaving them buoyed in a sense of warmth and contentment. But as Declan continues, ending his statement with the use of stalwart companion, even V feels a little flush creeping up to dust his cheekbones.]


That was actually very... touching, my friend.

[Ah, help. He clears his throat, flicking his gaze away only briefly.]

Stalwart companions forevermore. Shall we exchange our rings, then?
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-02 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe V is not used to hearing these kind of declarations sent his way, regardless of its intention or sincerity. And maybe he should have thought about this first, taking the mana exchange into account...

But also, maybe, he finds himself not minding it too much. Despite the way his face has faintly flushed.]


In that case...

[With one hand, he holds gently onto Declan's. With the other, he reaches down to pluck his ring from the table and slip it slowly onto Declan's finger.]

Proof of our vows which bind us together.
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-03 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Help is right. There are an awful lot of lingering glances going on here, even on V’s part, whose eyes are rather fixated on the way Declan slips his ring on his finger. He says, without really thinking about it, just an interesting observation that has his chest feeling like it might swell:]

It fits perfectly.

[And though it’s nothing more than coincidence—and he knows this, logically—how can he not interpret it as both of them being finely tuned together for this particular act?

Finally, eyes flicking back up to Declan-]


Well. Can you not guess? I think we are supposed to… kiss, now.
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-04 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[It probably is dangerous for both parties, for different reasons... or perhaps not-so-different reasons. V isn’t exactly a man who experienced much affection in his lifetime, either — or Vergil’s, for that matter.

And maybe that’s exactly why he feels compelled to follow this through to the very end. Surely, the kiss is not necessary, not after exchanging vows and rings. But suddenly, he’s curious, he’s compelled and he simply… wants to. To see what happens, and to see how it makes him feel.

No verbal reply, then. Still holding onto Declan’s hand, V takes his advice — and he leans forward, closing his eyes, to catch his lips against his own.]
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-04 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[V remains oblivious of his answers to Juni's survey taking up residence in Declan's mind. Maybe if he had known before now, he would have clarified that he had exaggerated those responses mostly for fun. He might have feared making this even more difficult for friend, otherwise.

Of course, now such thoughts are far from his mind. When their lips meet, there's that feeling blooming behind his ribs again: the mana exchange. But something else lays beneath the surface, too, something a little newer than before, and therefore all the more poignant: a strange little ache of wanting. It makes his heart ratchet up its tempo, where no such thing had ever really happened before.

…Oh. Well. That’s dangerous, isn’t it?

It doesn’t need to be a lengthy kiss; in fact, a peck on the lips probably would have sufficed. But Declan isn’t pulling away, and V finds himself in no hurry to, either. Instead, he just leans in, grips his hand a little tighter, and deepens the kiss — just for a bit. It's probably fine.]
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-06 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[Declan doesn't pull away immediately, and somehow, it's this singular thought that really makes his heart beat harder against his ribcage. There are no expectations here, of course. He has not forgotten that this is just all for show, their fake marriage vows and their fake exchange of rings. A fake kiss.

But maybe a part of him did forget, and that’s—

What? Frightening? A little exciting?]


Um…

[He utters, very ineloquently as they part.]

My apologies. I shouldn’t have.

[Indulged himself. Declan’s as red as a beet. V’s own face feels warm, probably looking the same. Why did he do that?]
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-06 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[Why not?

That’s not... That’s not exactly the response he expected. He thought it should be obvious, but maybe that was only with the assumption that he’d only have made it more difficult for Declan, more embarrassing, by indulging in that kiss. For stretching out the seconds for as long as they’d last.

V finds himself bringing his fingertips up to graze against his bottom lip, freeing up one hand to do so; an idle gesture as he tries to reply, and the ring on his finger glistens in the light.]


I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable to the point where it was just… cruel.

[Which sounds so inane falling from his lips, now, because this is very much the opposite of cruel-feeling to him. But it’s hard not to think on Declan’s initial embarrassment, or even further back than that, during their candy shop date, where even playing at romance had made the other man uncertain.]

If I cross a line, then you should tell me, Declan.
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-07 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[The real cruelty is that this is all for show. Declan is full of replies that he is not prepared for, ones that send his mind whirring, diving into alternate meanings and implications so that he does not interpret them wrong. But... there isn't much to ferret out. The meaning is clear.

Isn't it?

Ah, he clears his throat. Suddenly all of his words have flown from his mind, which is quite a feat, considering how much he likes to weave them into flourishing statements. Instead, he drops his hand, looking at Declan with a small bit of bafflement and a large bit of wonder.]


I... [Come on, now. Speak.] I think, after all we have done together thus far, I can't help but... agree.

[The truth comes easier for him than it would if he were, say, whole. But that doesn't mean he really knows how to move forward with any of this; if there's anything to move forward with at all. He just knows, standing here in this ridiculous room, that-]

And I'm inclined to believe that it doesn't all have to be for show. Right?
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-07 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[V’s eyes are searching Declan’s face with mirrored anticipation, swallowing hard somewhere in-between replies. But the confirmation hits him nearly the same way, too, and his heart feels like it might jump all the way up his throat, once more putting a stopper on any and all eloquence.

Not that being eloquent is high on his priority list right now. In fact, it’s a blessing that he’s at all comprehensible.]


I— I see. [See? Very eloquent. A true flicker of something that feels like excitement rushes through him, tightening around his chest in a way that he finds… surprisingly pleasurable.]

Then…

[With their still-linked hands, he gently tugs Declan just a tad bit closer. Inexperience be damned; these are the moments that poets write about, right? He can overthink it later. Maybe he simply does not wish to think at all right now.

Finally, his lips twitch upwards, despite the flush across every plane of his face.]


Kiss me again. So we can be sure.
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-08 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Declan. He's already decided that he wants the same; he's only done this much to win a second kiss from him, if not for the sake of confirming, then simply for the sake of being a little selfish. He can do that, right? Be a little selfish?

Because the second time around is just as potent as the first. He even brings his hand up to press at the small of Declan's back, as though to keep him close, as their lips come together once more. The surge of mana between them heightens once again, but somehow, even that is lacking to the giddy satisfaction he experiences wholly unrelated to the it.

Whenever they pull away to breathe, V's smiling. A little delirious from all of it.]


Oh, I'm certain now. Putting on a show is nice, but the real thing is much better.
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[personal profile] verselet 2023-07-10 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[This is really happening, isn't it? Uncharted territory for them both, in which they might both stumble in their unique ways, but V cannot help but see it as exciting. Something new. Declan did promise to be his stalwart companion, didn't he? He just never expected to be quite like this.

He'll not complain one bit.

Having pulled away, his smile is far from leaving his face.]


Maybe she was. We should let her know that sometime soon, shouldn't we?

[He huffs out a humored noise.]

And perhaps she can suggest a location for a second one. A date, I mean.

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